Day twenty-six: What crest would you have?
Honestly I didn’t know what crest I would have, I had to call my boyfriend to ask him. He told me the crest of sincerity because that’s me, sincere…and when I described to him what happened in the show and how each digidestined got their crest he quickly changed his answer. He then chose the crest of courage. I do not know how to be courageous like Tai or even Daisuke does. I wouldn’t compare. Nik told me that I need the crest of courage to learn to be able to speak for my own to people. The only person I can really talk to and tell them what I want to say is Nik and i know I need to work on that but its also hard when you try to talk to people and they always shut you out with every word you say like it doesn’t even matter. Having this crest would teach me to be more open to the people.
After hearing Nik’s opinion on this matter, since I was a kid I had always admired the crest of love because I was always thought to be loveless(hence my user id) and that no one wanted me but most importantly I didn’t know how to love anybody. I mean I’ve always loved my family but growing up that’s not what i really wanted. I wanted the love of other people especially of those of friends, and the ones that I didn’t have. I’ve also joked with Nik how when I get old that I’m going to be of those cat ladies with the million cats because no one will ever love me, at the time we weren’t dating and he was just a good friend whom didn’t really see me at that time. At that time I didn’t know we were going to date but this crest is important to me even now since I’m still dealing with friend issues.
Sorry for the indecisiveness, but if I were in zero two I think I should get these two because right now they are so important to me.